The past two weeks I honestly couldn't be bothered with
wearing anything on my face besides chap stick and moisturizer, I only wore
makeup once within these past two weeks and that was to go out to dinner
to celebrate my litter sister 16th
birthday. Throughout the first week I
went through many feelings before I was able at accept the fact that I looked
good -I'm using that term loosely- without makeup and no is judging me about how I look –well not out loud at
least-. The stages I went through were as followed:
Nervousness
When I showed up to class and work
the first day I was really nervous and kind of anxious about how the people who
has seen my always with makeup on my face. Honestly, I was really tempted to go
to the restroom and through on foundation to cover up some of my blackheads
and acne scars. But going through the
day I started to realized they didn't really seem to care that I wasn't wearing
any makeup of course they asked to which I replied I just didn't feel like.
Discomfort
Even though I knew no one really
cared about not seeing me with makeup I was still kind of uncomfortable with
not wearing it because it is always a part of my morning routine. I haven’t
really had any makeup free days in a while but I knew that I needed some time
away from the makeup and just let me skin be.
Shy
After the initial discomfort and
nervousness I started to become a little shy and hid tried to hid myself away
from attention, even though I was starting to become ok with the whole not
wearing makeup I still wanted to not been seen because I was kind of
embarrassed.
Awkward
For some reason after I gotten
used to it I started to feel super awkward because it felt like people were
staring at what is going on with my face and not speaking to me directly.
Acceptance and comfort
Finally, after a week of torturing
myself and trying to hid away I suddenly found comfort in not wearing makeup
and enjoy myself more because I had more time to sleep in –I mean who doesn't
love that-.
Throughout this process I also
learned a few other things about my skin and body, like I have to start washing
my hair at every other week instead of every two weeks because when my hair
gets really oily and greasy I tend to
break out on my forehead. I also figured that there are somethings that I eat
or drink that breaks me out just the slightest-chocolate junk food, I’m talking
to you-, with all of these new revelations I am able to make changes that will
help me with my skin as well as my health.
What I suggest for you to do is
attempt to go a week or two without makeup and see if you can find anything new
about your skin and how it reacts to being completely bare. Yes I know that
sometimes makeup is actually helpful to people but see if it is the opposite for
you.
(This post is part of a little blogger series I'm taking part in called the "secret blogger project 2015" run by teen bloggers Emily, Rebekka and Charlotte. About 30 of us will be writing twice a week on selected little lifestyle topics and you can also go onto the twitter and Instagram hashtag "#secretbp2015" to have a little chat and view everyone's posts. If you would like to join or know more (we'd love to have you!) Instagram dm @theperks0fbeingemily or if you don't have Instagram, send a quick email to rebekkarosebeautyxo@gmail.com!)
(This post is part of a little blogger series I'm taking part in called the "secret blogger project 2015" run by teen bloggers Emily, Rebekka and Charlotte. About 30 of us will be writing twice a week on selected little lifestyle topics and you can also go onto the twitter and Instagram hashtag "#secretbp2015" to have a little chat and view everyone's posts. If you would like to join or know more (we'd love to have you!) Instagram dm @theperks0fbeingemily or if you don't have Instagram, send a quick email to rebekkarosebeautyxo@gmail.com!)
I am in love with these posts, so honest and realy. You are truely beautiful T'erica inside and out. Xx
ReplyDeleteI love how you done the pictures to show each stage- very creative! Sometimes when I have a spot or something I always feel as if the person in talking to is staring at that spot only and not really talking to me but it's just paranoia haha
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